"I love you, Mother," the daughter said,
As she gave her
mom the doll,
The white haired lady sweetly smiled,
"How nice of you to
call."
Then two withered arms reached up,
To receive her welcomed
treasure,
The wrinkled face was radiant,
Which revealed the lady's
pleasure
"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree top,"
Came a gentle, quiet
voice,
The lady sang to the baby doll,
The daughter's eyes grew
moist.
The daughter patted the mother's hand,
"Who are you?" the
lady asked,
"I'm your daughter, Mom ... your baby,"
But, somehow that
thought slipped past.
The lady's brow tied up in knots,
As she searched her tired
mind,
"No-o," she said, "I don't think so,
This baby here is mine."
"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree top,"
Again she cradled the
doll,
And again the daughter's eyes welled-up,
Because her mom could not
recall.

"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree top,"
Odd how her mom
remembered that song,
Yet she didn't know her own daughter,
Strange how
the mind moves along.
"Here," the lady smiled and said,
"Here ... you can hold my
doll,
Just for a moment ... she's mine, you know,
I wouldn't want her to
fall."
The daughter carefully took the doll,
And smoothed its
little dress,
"Don't fret, Mom, I'll take care of her."
Then she hugged it
to her breast.
"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree top,"
The two voices sang
together,
The daughter took the mother's hand,
Now lighter than a
feather.
"I WANT MY BABY BACK!"
The mother grabbed for the
doll,
And the daughter, caught off guard,
Couldn't help but let it
fall.
The mother dissolved into tears,
She cried and sobbed; her
shoulders heaved,
"There, there," the daughter soothed her,
Then the dolly
was retrieved.

"It's okay, Mom ... don't cry,
See ... your baby's not hurt
a bit,
She's just as good as new,
Still in one piece ... and fit."
The mother took the dolly then,
And hugged it, as she
rocked,
Her tiny voice sang out once more,
"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree
top,"
The daughter rose; it was time to go,
She kissed her mother
and the doll,
The lady smiled, "Oh, must you leave?
How nice of you to
call."
The daughter sat outside the Home,
For a long time in her
car,
"Oh Mom! Oh Mom! I miss you so!
This whole thing is
bizarre."
She pounded on the steering wheel,
"God! Why put my
mom through this?
It isn't right! It isn't fair!
This is not the way
she should exist!"

I don't suppose the daughter knows,
Her pain is greater
than her mom's,
Who, in her little dream-like world,
Does not know what's
going on.
There's a closeness of a child with God,
That for many
adults has disappeared,
Thus a childish mind in an aging soul
May be
God's way of drawing near.
Maybe the daughter can't reach her Mom,
But rest assured,
God can,
"Rock a bye, baby, in the tree top,"
God's cradling Mom in His
hands.
Virginia (Ginny) Ellis
Copyright January
2004


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